sleepless

my mind is doing fine
working extravagantly inside and around itself
somewhere between my mind and my mouth though
it gets fucked
scanning the room
im recognizing things before i see them
acutely hearing seven different sounds
at the same time
at maximum volume by the way.
seeing things this way
its
its different
thats for sure
but im not certain of what it is
or who it is
or why it is